Yes, it has been a while since I posted out here. I’ve started posts over and over, but never clicked that little “publish” button. It’s difficult to explain where I’ve been and why. Perhaps I’m not supposed to explain at this time. Perhaps I’m just supposed to show up and let God work out all the other stuff.
I’ve been on a journey. No, not an entirely positive one, but that’s probably not surprising to hear when someone returns from such a long silence. I don’t know how much I’ll share because that will depend on what God lays on my heart. For now, I’m just showing up.
I thought about titling this piece something inspirational like “Finally Getting 20/20 Vision”, but that would hint at a bit more enthusiasm than I’m feeling at the moment. In reality, I still feel rather “blah” and “uninspired”. That’s why I’m just showing up.
A new year. New stages of life. And I’m praying for “newness of life”. I feel as though I’ve woken from a long sleep, far from refreshed, yet clinging to a tiny ray of hope which has somehow managed to penetrate the darkness.
So, my plan is to take you with me, for those who care to come, as I choose life and love.
Until tomorrow – may the Lord give you the strength to “just show up” in your life today.